well it has been a while since have wrote anything and now i have to state my opion on something...
i think that it is pretty shitty that someone can RUN your life and TELL you who u are able to talk to and so on.......maybe this aint true but OMFG how somene can let a 24 year friendship go down the drain....i just cant belive that....for some one who is so smart and strong can let someone run your life is pretty flippen sad....and yes i know what you are thinking and that s fine but u know that im doing what i have to do...yes it might not be the right choice but for now it is..if i was able to come home and LIVE my life i would.....but this is BULL that you would let HER run your life.....i know that your not happy and u have not been in a while... we have had our good and and times over the years and i have to say to you again......i told you once i lost you and now that i have found you i WILL NOT let you go again..... and you know me well enogh that im not joking
but if that is what YOU want is for me to stay out of it i will.....and now i know the REAL TRUTH.... u hvae my # so when u can figure out what is more important then u can give me a call.... a friendship that is TRUE on both ends or someone that is going to tell you who u can and cant talk to.....
