Well, today I took my sweet dog Chase to the vet. They found tumors in her mammory glands. She will be having surgery tomorrow to have them removed. They will then determine if they are cancerous and if so how far it has spread. They feel as though it won't be good news considering how sensitive she is right now to movement and such.
To make the day even worse, I'm dealing with my sons school. He had a substitute teacher yesterday that grabbed him by the arm because he was "humming" in the hall. She left marks on him. I talked with the school yesterday and had a meeting with two asst. principals and the school counselor today. I also talked with the Assistant Superintendent. I felt brushed off by the asst. principals, but was so much happier with the Asst. Sup. I will have more news on that tomorrow after 1pm. I don't know what to do!
To add fuel to the emotional fire, I found out that my ex-mother-in-law has breast cancer stage 3. My son is going through so much. The same son that is dealing with the school crap is the one that will be finding out about his Grandmother this weekend. To be an eleven year old child with all this on your plate. I feel so bad for him and wish I could do more than just love him.
Well, on the bright side of things, my surgery was rescheduled for April 11th. The only good news of the day. oh well, three weeks to go on that one!
I also found out that Laura and Rob may be moving out. Not sure why they think bills will be any easier on them elsewhere, but they must do what they feel is right. We'll be here regardless. I kinda think it would be easier on all of us for them to just stay here, but then again, maybe not... who knows... there is no "right" decision though, just a decision that they must make and we will go from there.
Days like today make me wonder what life really is about? What are we living for? Is all this shit really worth it in the end? I dunno, but I know that I love my family... all of them. I'd like to strangle them at times, but hell who doesn't feel that way once in a while.
