So, those days come and go where we feel rather worthless in the fast paced life we all live. My parenting obviously sucks royally. My 11year old got ISS at school and then got kicked out of ISS and is now suspended for three days. He seems to have no respect for anything anymore. I can't for the life of me figure him out. He is such an emotional child, yet has no regard for others emotions. Ugh, how do I make him understand?
Well, living back home with Mom is every bit of the nightmare that I expected it to be. I love my mother dearly and to be honest, it isn't her that makes things so miserable. It's her no good sorry ass husband that thinks everyone should bow down to him....not happening, not from this one! I don't allow anyone to treat me as their submissive unless I'm getting something in return. Believe me, he has nothing I want so that means he won't get shit from me. I do however, try to show some respect towards him. I mean really I do, I haven't killed him yet...lol... the other night he brought his dinner plate and left it on the counter with food on it. Ok so it's petty to be pissed off at that, but I'm in a damn back brace and just had back surgery, it's hard as hell to manuever around the kitchen and even harder to load the dish washer. So, I was upset and asked why he did it, he told me I'd get over it.... hmmm... wrong thing to say to me when I'm upset and crying. That plate got shattered across his motorcycle...and it sits where it landed because I have no intentions of cleaning it up... Yeah, I know, that was low down and dirty, but shit happens... this time I got the pleasure from it. Ok so perhaps I should make sure i take my lithium every day...lol.
Ah, I feel better just venting a bit... Why is it that so many people think women should be able to do anything no matter what... I had major back surgery three weeks ago, I'm not taking the pain meds, but it does hurt quite a bit. I mean come on, I had thirty-one (31) staples in my back. They got taken out this past week...wahoo... that was a relief for sure... but anyway, everyone thinks I can do everything that I use to do. HUGE CLUE, I can't bend over, can't pick up anything heavier than a 12oz glass of drink. Oh well, I suppose they'll learn sooner or later, but I would suggest they learn sooner as we only have so many plates...lol..
If you are reading this, then I know you are one of my true friend as there are only a select few of you that ever ready my blogs. Know that I Love You All and I appreciate the many times you've listened to me ramble. The times you've been there for me when no one else would be....
