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Ever make a grave mistake and beat yourself up over it? I have and every day since I wonder why I did what I did.
I suppose the old adage is true, you can't cry over spilled milk. Move up and move on? Cowboy up? Whatever...meaningless phrases , motovational poster tripe.
I had someone who I thought was my soulmate. We (or rather I) approached or broached a subject not in the most delicate of ways. And now she's gone. And I'm here...lonely, utterly miserable. My bed,my mess, my life.
So my life consists of work, going to the gym for a bit, riding my bicycle (no tassles on the handlebars ...yet) , playing with the kitties and going to sleep. Rinse and repeat.
I put a ad on craigslist (can you say super duper desperate?) and I got responses...like 33 of them. All spam. C'est la vie.
So I then went to cupid.com. Eshhhh. Every woman there seems to be a hipster wannabe or maybe they are hipsters, who knows? ;)
All trying to out do the next with random pithy sayings, smug attitudes and the like. Thank g0d there's a river to seperate them from me.
I often wonder (no not who wrote the book of love), what she's up too, does she think about me like of her? How's her day? But then again does it really matter? What does?
