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The youngest was the most loved
The youngest was the shielded
We kept him from the world's glare
And he turned into a killer

Retrouss nose
Turned up and mischievous
Forget me not eyes
That cried if we ever left his side

There is no such
Thing in life as normal
There is no such
Thing in life as normal

The youngest was the most loved
The youngest was the cherub
A small boy from a poor house
Who turned into a killer

A blushed rose
If he had to say, Hello
A lopsided grin
Strained to keep the shyness in

There is no such
Thing in life as normal
There is no such
Thing in life as normal

The youngest was the most loved
The youngest was the cherub
The look was all before him
With a lovely wife beside him

The youngest was the most loved
The youngest was the cherub
We kept him from the world's glare
And he turned into a killer

There is no such
Thing in life as normal
There is no such
Thing in life as normal





1.When my opera cape gets caught on homeless people’s junk.

2.Big, conceited bodies of water, especially Lake Superior.

3.When a can of cheap peas says “Pea Color and Size May Vary” and inside there’s just one giant blue pea.

4.I never seem to meet those cheerful, uncomplicated women you see on tractor-trailer mud flaps.

5.People who know way too much about the Merovingians or cheese.


and lastly...


6.Distant calliope music at night tempting me to forget my duties and run off with the circus and to hell with her orgasm.

.....

Oh, love of my heart ,Why leave me alone? I'm falling apart.  No good on my own.

 

Flan de Queso :

 

6-8 eggs
1 12-oz can evaporated milk
1 14-oz can sweetened condensed milk
1 cup sugar
1 8-oz package cream cheese, softened

 

Preheat oven to 350°. Prepare bain-Marie and caramelize the mold as per instructions at the top of this page.  Beat the cream cheese with an electric mixer until smooth add eggs and mix. Add the rest of the ingredients. Blend smooth but do not over mix. Pour custard into caramelized mold, cover with foil, and sit in the baño de María. Then pour hot water into the baño and into the oven for 1 to 1½ hours until done and knife comes clean

 

Things are happening...some good some bad. Be back when i can.

I was working in North Bergen NJ at the time...for Liz Claiborne. Normally I'd take Route 3 to work but I decided to take route 80 (as I figured less traffic and I'm always a few minutes late to work...much to my bosses chargrin). I made it on to Tonelle Avenue (which is a main road about 4 blocks from where I worked). 

 

4 lanes of traffic were merged into 2 as a huge water main broke. I was thinking to myself,cripes my boss is going to go ballistic. I called my friend @ work and said - tell Tahseen I'm going to be a bit late. He said - Sure Steve but there's something major going on in ny. Get here when you get here.

 

And I did....eventually get to work and parked on the roof of the parking garage. Normally there would be a few people outside having a smoke or 2 but that gorgeous September morning there were...lot's of peope outside. I stepped out of my car and joked " wow a welcoming committee" . I was told to look across the river into NY and i saw one of the world trade buildings on fire/smoking. I said..what happened? Early reports say it was a private planed that crashed into the building.

I clocked in and went back outside and we were all talking about what was going on,listening to a portable radio we had.

 

Then....then another plane hit and my heart dropped. The collective gasps and cries were heard. I couldn't wrap my head around what i was seeing. I ran inside and told my co workers who ran to the window in disbelief. I called my dad @ his office *who was a town over* and told what was happening. He was in shock. I tried to call my gf at the time and i couldn't get through, nor could i get through to my mom. A co worker sat down with me and we said nothing but looked at each other. We went home (early day..and the ONE time I didn't care that i was leaving early) and I was glued to the news. Sure things like this happen overseas and you feel bad..but in our backyard? Here? I held my gf and we cried ...I said our lives have now changed ....things are different...and they were and are.

 

I'm not a overly religious man nor am i super patriotic but I can't think of a better place to live and love in. My grandparents came to this country to escape religious intolerance and to have a better live and i'm glad they did.

 

G0D Bless the United States of America (and the firemen,police,emt's and our Troops who every day do the  selfless sacrifice).

So where do I begin (or rather end?) Aptly enough , with my last fubar blog. I’ve been on this site since ,geez, 2007 or so and it’s has had it’s up’s and down’s (mostly downs.)

 I’ve met –virtually of course – some interesting people. I made a rl friend here. I loved someone dearly (and f’d that up) and so on. I've watched "friends" here having falling outs over trivial things. I've seen the good and the bad in people. Yes I'm guilty of being a major dick to some people. Others I've tried (to no avail) to reach out too. Ya win some, you loose some I suppose.

 

I suppose I got to the point in my life where fubar doesn’t matter anymore. The faces change the angst, agita , drama and the associated crap remains and stays the same. I can’t look for love or companionship via the shout box. It’s not realistic nor doable. Sure I can buy your attention/affection with credits but I want true love. Not this. I don’t hold any ill will towards any of you.

 I wish you all (even the ones I butt heads with) nothing but the best. I hope you all find whatever your looking for.

 

And don’t tell me your not looking for something because you are. If you weren’t you wouldn’t be here…vying for attention. But I’m not here to make judgment on your decisions. That’s on you.

 

As for me, I need (for sanities sake) to move up and move on. If you have my cell – call or text me. If you have me on facebook, great. If not then good luck, god bless and thanks for the fish (and the memories.)

Oh brother I can't, I can't get through
I've been trying hard to reach you, cause I don't know what to do
Oh brother I can't believe it's true
I'm so scared about the future and I wanna talk to you
Oh I wanna talk to you
You can take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or write a song nobody has sung
Or do something that's never been done

Are you lost or incomplete?
Do you feel like a puzzle, you can't find your missing piece?
Tell me how do you feel?
Well I feel like they're talking in a language I don't speak
And they're talking it to me

So you take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or a write a song nobody has sung
Or do something that's never been done
Do something that's never been done

So you don't know were you're going, and you wanna talk
And you feel like you're going where you've been before
You tell anyone who'll listen but you feel ignored
Nothing's really making any sense at all
Let's talk, let's ta-a-alk
Let's talk, let's ta-a-alk 

The serpent you see
is the shadow of satan
with the eyes you see
these are the eyes of a dead man
You hide all the time
but your mind is awake and ...
you trust in your senses
the enemies you take them
The snake you are, is not a symbol of weakness
with poison in teeth, all is left are two stitches
You find yourself crawling in this city of evil
no resurrection & help for the demons that you killed
... for the demons that you killed
The creature you see
is the image of a dead man
the victim you see
is the ruin of a sad man
You waited so long
only your mind is awake and...
you trust in your senses
one bit
you’re safe then
The snake you are, is not a symbol of weakness
with poison in teeth, all is left are two stitches
You find yourself crawling in this city of evil
no resurrection & help for the demons that you killed
... for the demons that you killed
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