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6232133's blog: "Poems"

created on 06/27/2011  |  http://fubar.com/poems/b341998  |  7 followers

Lately my minds been such a mess

That I've had no relief and no rest

Too fcused on being a mother I forgot everything else

Forgotten how being my own person felt

I've become a shell of who I used to be

I look in the mirror and don't even see me

All I see is circles under my eyes

And the ugly shades of my hair from fading dye

Nails bitten don so far they bleed

From trying to fill everyone elses needs

Expected to be a giving mother and wife

To which I've dedicated my life

Not that I'm not thankful, I am

I get to stay at home while he works his ass off for uncle sam

It's just to the point where I stopped caring for myself

And had too much pride to ever ask for help 

Now I'm stuck in this chaos of my mind with no reprieve

This smile is only meant to decieve

I can only hope this darkness will eventually leave

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