I was just thinking the other day while I was on my route how my life had been dealt. When I was younger I had a special friend whom I really thought I would get to grow up with and share special times in our lives throughout school. Well I got some special times but she had to move away and go through a lot of stuff without me.
Well many years later that special friend returned to my life and shared a lot of special moments with me and even changed my life for the better. I got a divorce from someone who was abusing me and she helped me see the dangers and stuff that I was too close to, to see...
My life now will continue to change and I will be able to find myself again though I have changed and so did she I still see my best friend and soul mate for who she was back then and who she is today. For if it wasnt for her and her family I would probably be dead right now. So I thank her and praise her for the things she has done for me and my children. All I had to say was that I had enough and she stepped in to help me and told me what to do.
Life is still a challenge for me. Some days I don't know what to do. I don't have someone hounding on me and telling me what to do and how to do it or if I have done it wrong or calling me names and saying that I am stupid or a bitch or getting beaten and cheated on. I couldn't do anything right.
I feel special now because my special friend came back to me after about 16 years or more. For her and her family I want to say Thank-you. For all that you have done for me. Thanx for keeping me on the right track and for many tracks to come... Thanx.....I Love U All for your help and support..... Tess
