I'm sick of being sick
Current mood: crappy
It seems like for the last month I've had a black cloud hanging over my head. Every week its something new. I'm beginning to think I just have bad luck. It all started about a month ago when I ended up with yet another infected cyst. This one turned into cellulitis and it hurt like hell, but what hurt even more was the injection of antibiotics that left me feeling like I had been kicked in the back by a horse for 2 weeks, plus the script for more antibiotics and some vicodin. Before I even started feeling better, i get an infection from the antibiotics(if youre a woman you probably know what I'm talking about) so i have to take a pill for that, but had to wait until I finished all the other meds...NOT FUN TIMES! SO next comes me waking up one day feeling like im pissing razor blades...woohoo more antibiotics!! By now you would think I'd be the healthiest bitch in the world with all these damn antibiotics in my system, but NO, thats just not possible. I end up with a god damn hemorrhoid(yeah yeah, laugh it up, but those mother effers hurt). Thursday night we decide to take a weekend trip to St.Louis to see some family and friends. My ass was finally starting to feel better. I woke up friday morning feeling fine, I thought the shit was over for awhile, but apparently I'm only alive to be miserably sick all of the time. I wake up friday morning and pull on my jeans only to be bitten right on the ass cheek by something, which i found out saturday by going to the doctor that it was a brown recluse. They give me another Rocephin injection so once again I feel like ive been kicked in the back, plus another injection of some kind of steroids. I got another bottle of antibiotics and some pain killers that dont work well enough. I have a big mushy black spot on my butt cheek that hurts so freakin bad i can barely sit down and even walking hurts. Im sick of this shit, its becoming ridiculous. I'm not even 25 and im falling apart already. Something has got to give. Luckily I have a husband who takes really good care of me, especially when Im sick, without him I dont know what I would do.
