So where do I begin (or rather end?) Aptly enough , with my last fubar blog. I’ve been on this site since ,geez, 2007 or so and it’s has had it’s up’s and down’s (mostly downs.)
I’ve met –virtually of course – some interesting people. I made a rl friend here. I loved someone dearly (and f’d that up) and so on. I've watched "friends" here having falling outs over trivial things. I've seen the good and the bad in people. Yes I'm guilty of being a major dick to some people. Others I've tried (to no avail) to reach out too. Ya win some, you loose some I suppose.
I suppose I got to the point in my life where fubar doesn’t matter anymore. The faces change the angst, agita , drama and the associated crap remains and stays the same. I can’t look for love or companionship via the shout box. It’s not realistic nor doable. Sure I can buy your attention/affection with credits but I want true love. Not this. I don’t hold any ill will towards any of you.
I wish you all (even the ones I butt heads with) nothing but the best. I hope you all find whatever your looking for.
And don’t tell me your not looking for something because you are. If you weren’t you wouldn’t be here…vying for attention. But I’m not here to make judgment on your decisions. That’s on you.
As for me, I need (for sanities sake) to move up and move on. If you have my cell – call or text me. If you have me on facebook, great. If not then good luck, god bless and thanks for the fish (and the memories.)