I'm blammed for so much
But without words.
It's in their stares
They way they look at me says so much
Yet so little about anything at all
The expression on my face
Should tell the tale
The pain in my eyes
Should tell you what I feel
Yet they don't see
I get hit for so much
Without physical touches
With their eyes
The words they use
When they accuse me
When they shout at me
And when the shaking starts
I loose my self
In the absence of time
And humanity
For what is left
Is a shell of who I was
It all means so much
Yet so little to anyone
When the darkness comes
I disappear
It means so much
To me
But to you,nothing
In the lack of love
Can you find me?
This is so much
Why can't you see?
This is too much.
