I sitting here alone thinking of all the things that just have went wrong.. Wondering how I can change them and make them better.. Why do they hate and why does it always take me forever.. Oh this is just a letter.. Things change for better and for worst but lately I feel like I have had a knife gabbed down my throat.. The abyss of silence is killing me.. It’s like I'm not here nor there.. Do I truly fit anywhere.. My life has never been cool it just feels like I'm back in high school.. I turn around and look back and still think am I still that fat lol I sit her with my daily silent sigh oh boy another day has gone by.. OMG I think I'm going to cry.