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What are you waiting for?
like a hound dog desperately chasing a scent that is long gone to the fierce wind, my heart has lost its love for you. i once thought that i could not live life without you in it, and somehow i stumbled on a life that was good, and you werent in it. you used me like a piece of cloth, and when you were done i was tattered and torn blowing in the wind wondering what in the world had happened, but things have changed. no longer am i weak and needy. no longer do i need you. no longer do i yearn for your love and affection. i see a future and for the first time in a long time, you arent in it, nor is your memory and the pain i felt with it. no longer am i a puppet on strings waiting for its master, im a real girl now. no... not girl. im a woman. a beautiful independent mother. single and free to do as i please. i have finally learned to love my life without you. and though i may never fully rid myself of the love i had for you i know that i can handle that lingering emotion left in me. the voice that once shrieked at the volume of thousands is now so small that i can barely hear it. there are days when i think of you but as the days pass they become less and less. i know that one day you will realize what you lost and what you could have had and you may try to come back to me. but who knows what will happen. i am no longer the young addict searching for something she couldnt seem to find. trying to find something that didnt exist. no... now i am a woman that men will want. The girl of thier dreams, the one you had and gave away. i cant wait. the air around me feels like its been cleansed of pollution. the sky is clearer and the clouds are no where to be seen. the wind is blowing in my face and my hair is dancing in the breeze. i close my eyes stretch out my arms and like the hound dog sitting at my feet... the chase for that scent is over. its time to relax and wait for the next one.
