Miss Jojo's blog: "randomstatementsoffactandfiction"

one day as i was laying in a field on my back, my arms stretched out and my eyes closed. the sun shining on my face. i feel its warmth and it remindes me of being in the arms of a lover. carefree and blissful. not having to say a word and just knowing all the words. its like being able to complete a complicated task while being blindfolded. and as i lay there i begin to daydream of a man. his eyes shone into my soul like a child playing with a magnifying glass. they ignited a passion in me that was wild and untamed. his hands were rough and callused but when they touched me it was the softest lightest touch i'd ever felt. as though he was handling such a rare artifact and did not want to damage it in anyway. and when he spoke to me it was like listening to the most amazing song id ever heard, every word he spoke seemed to caress my heart and stimulate my mind. i felt my self becoming lost within him. its as though i was lost in a labyrinth and was walking in circles. this man made everything feel so right on so many different levels that it felt euphoric. erotic almost. it was like being on a rollercoaster and not ever wanting to get off. and right as i was taking it all in and just letting the dream take its own path something happened. i heard a voice behind me calling. and then another voice to my side. and as i turned to see who it was a fog clouded my line of sight. i could hear the voices and vaguely see that there was something there. every time i took a step towards them they seemed to move to a different location. the harder i tried the more voices i heard and it was impossible to find what i was looking for. i cried out to the man of my dream to help me, but he only came and tried to hold me. tried to tell me to let go, forget the voices and stay with him. he was all i needed. but i pushed him away. he began to change. he was no longer amazingly handsome with an unnatural power over my senses. he became a disgusting troll of a creature and he began to chase me! tears streaming down my face i ran and ran. until i ran into a wall, it stretched from left to right further than i could see. it wasnt very tall. there was nothing else to do but climb. i struggled and slipped and made very slow progress but finally i reached the top and... i woke up. sitting straight up where i lay i looked around. the sun was sliding down into the horizon turning the sky shades of purple and red and blue. the stars were begining to shine in the distance and the sound of crickets and other nighttime creatures could be heard in the distance. i sighed. thank goodness it was just a dream. or was it.