I know some of you may think I'm crazy, but when I got on fubar a little bit ago and read about Whitney I just burst into tears. I'm already emotional right now, and this just made the flood gates open up. I had just gotten pretty close to Whitney. We texted every so often and had some lengthy shoutbox conversations too. I was so happy for her engagement and all the milestones Lium had reached. I was just talking to her Monday night about him not taking the sippy cup and now she's gone. I know Shawn will never get over this. I'm praying for Liam right now because he needs someone strong to take care of him the way Whitney did. She was so young with so much ahead of her.
I had to call my mom because I just needed someone that loves me to talk to. My mom is the most amazing woman and she listened to my story and listened to me cry and was just so wonderful. I'm still crying some. These are the times that I really miss my mom and I want to move back home so badly. I can't stand being nine hours away from her. She gives the best hugs and has a way of making everything better, no matter how bad I may think it is.
I just really needed to get all of this off my chest. Blogging really is a good release.