This song sums up exactly how I feel and it does it perfectly. I want someone to love me For who I am I want someone to need me Is that so bad? I wanna break all the madness But it's all I have I want someone to love me For who I am Nothing makes sense, nothing makes sense anymore Nothing is right, nothing is right when you're gone I'm losing my breath, I'm losing my right to be wrong I'm frightened to death, I'm frightened that I won't be strong I want someone to love me For who I am I want someone to need me Is that so bad? I wanna break all the madness But it's all I have I want someone to love me For who I am Hey! I'm shaking it off, I'm shaking off all of the pain. Breaking my heart, breaking my heart once again I want someone to love me For who I am I want someone to need me Is that so bad? I wanna break all the madness But it's all I have I want someone to love me For who I am I want someone to love me For who I am I want someone to need me Is that so bad? I wanna break all the madness But it's all I have I want someone to love me For who I am Yeah, who I am.

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Dare you to tell me the last place you got kissed? parking lot at work How do you feel right now? indifferent When was the last time you were upset? pretty much right now Will you talk to the person you like tonight? I don't like anyone right now What was the first thing you did this morning? woke up, duh. What is the song you are listening to? I'm not listening to music Do you have plans for tonight? "tonight" is over with. lol Who are you most likely to be frustrated with? usually my mom. Do you like reading? Yes. Do I do it often? No. I have trouble with reading comprehension, so reading usually frustrates me. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep at night? Occasionally. Is there anything stressing you out currently? um, life. Do you need to talk to someone right now? Ned? No. Want? YES! How late did you stay up last night and why? hmm about 3:30am What did you do last night? I don't even remember. How is your day so far? Not too shabby. Do you want to go to college? Been there. Done that. Have you heard any juicy gossip lately? haha, no. I know I will when I get back to work. What were you doing this afternoon at 12pm? Eating lunch with my god mother. Name something you cannot wait for? Finding an awesome job after grad school. What was your favorite grade? probably first, no worries in the world. Have you ever started a sentence with -No offense, but...? At some point, I'm sure I have. Do you drink tea? Sweet tea? Yes. Hot tea? No way! Do you miss someone? The only person I ever truly miss is laying right beside me. What was the last movie you watched? Roll Bounce. LOL Don't look it up if you don't know it. Do you sleep with the door open or closed? In my own apartment, I always leave it open. Do you have any pets? I have a doggie and a kitty on my phone. haha Don't ask... What were you doing at 11 a.m. this morning? Getting dressed. Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot, If so when? ugh, this past summer. Do you sing in the car? ALL THE TIME! I'm a rock star behind the wheel. Could you stay in the same relationship for over a year? Yeah, probably. When is the last time you had pasta? um, I can't remember. Who was the last person you talked on the phone with? My dad. Do you wake up cranky? Most days. I hate waking up. Will next Friday be a good one? No. I'll be lonely and probably crying at some point. What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today? I got to see my god mother! Currently waiting on something/​​​​​​someone?​​​​​​ Not really. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex? Yup. Ever stayed up all night on the phone? Quite a few times. Whats wrong? There's not enough space in this blog for all the things "wrong" right now. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? NO! NEVER! May he burn in hell. What if the last person that texted you told you they had feelings for you? ewww, I hate that bitch. She better not be a lesbian and have feelings for me! Are you happy? No. Hows your heart? Still beating... Your phone goes off during the night, do you answer it? I probably wouldn't hear it. But if I did, I would be pissed and I would only answer for my mom or dad. Should they legalize marijuana? Yes, or at least decriminalize it. As of this minute, what is going through your mind? Too much to type. My mind is always going a mile a minute. What is your background on your phone? My mom and I at her birthday dinner at Kanki. What are you currently listening to? The TV and my mom snoring. Where's the last place you went besides your house? Cook out Where is your phone? On the nightstand beside me. Has anyone ever said something that brought tears to your eyes? Yes. Do you have a Facebook? Yes. What was the last website you visited other than fubar? facebook The last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you? Who? Not a clue. Can you have more than one best friend? Of course, I have two. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months? Yes.

And I fucking love this song too.

I fucking love this song! I doubt you will, but I feel like sharing anyway.

EVERYONE HAS THEIR FIRSTS: FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: Steven Cheatham FIRST SCHOOL: Olde Providence Elementary School FIRST CELL PHONE: Motorola Talkabout FIRST FUNERAL: hmm. My great grandma. FIRST PET: Patches my guinea pig FIRST BIG TRIP: Myrtle Beach, SC FIRST FIGHT: I don't remember. FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: NKOTB! FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY?: Last summer I went to Cancun, Mexico FIRST JOB: Target FIRST FUBAR FRIEND: Babyjesus and my friend who invited me EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS: LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: Matt LAST CAR RIDE: Saturday driving to work LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: A few days ago, maybe a week or more LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: Thanks For Smoking LAST FOOD YOU ATE: Mini blueberry muffins LAST ITEM BOUGHT: Copies on the copier in the library LAST SHIRT WORN: My New & Gulley Rivers tshirt LAST PHONE CALL: I talked to my mom last night LAST TEXT MESSAGE: From Big Spoon. He's jealous of my view! LAST KISS: wow, um. I guess Daniel LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: My laptop keyboard, duh LAST FUNERAL: One of my sister's father passed away LAST TIME AT THE MALL: About a month or so ago. The mall down here sucks! LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING: TODAY!! Snow day = no work or school LAST PERSON YOU SAW: The maintenance guy for my apartment complex LAST THING YOU DRANK: SunnyD orange fused pineapple juice LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART: I've never entrusted it to anyone else LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY?: Probably when I was a child, before I became so jaded by this world. I'm just kidding. I'd have to say when I was at home this past summer or winter holiday.

1. What is your current ringtone? Me, Myself, and I 2. What is your current wallpaper? A picture I took at the UNC basketball game I went to. 3. Do you own a picture phone? I sure do. 4. If so, what was the last picture you took? The snow outside. 5. Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th text message says? "Sounds like a plan! Can I watch?" 6. How many contacts do you have on your phone? No clue, but I know it's a lot. 8. Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone? My mom. 9. What service do you have? Verizon - unlimited txt, pix, and flix messages! 10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service? 4. 11. Who's on your speed dial numbers? My dad, my mom, Lexi, and Tim 12. Do you have voicemail? Well duh. 13. How many contacts that start with the letter J do you have and who are they? 38. I'm not listing them all. 14. Who do you call the most? Depends. Probably my mom. 15. How many text messages do you get a month? Unlimited baby! 16. Can you send pictures? I sure can! 17. What are the first 2 digits to your number? area code? 91. number? 62 18. Go to your SENT texts..what does the first one say? "Ok" 19. What about the 15th? "Not much. How about you?" 20. Who's the last person that you called? My mom 22. Last person that texted you? My alma mater texted me the sports scores 23. Last person you added to your contacts? Jason, I think. 24. How many minutes are on your plan? 1400. 25. Go down to your 5th contact, who is it? Adam 26. Wanna give out your number? The special ones already have it.

THE LAST PERSON WHO: 1. Slept beside you: Daniel 2. Saw you cry: My mom 3. Made you cry: My dad 4. Went to the movies with you: Daniel 5. You went to dinner with: My family 6. You talked on the phone: My mom 7. Said 'I love you to you and really meant it': My mom 8. Broke your heart: I've never entrusted it to anyone 9. Made you laugh: Big Spoon 10. You thought about more than 3 times a day: Quite a few people...