I did not get a weekend.
In fact, I think my stress has compounded.
Solution- meditate until you pass out
Hot shower in the freezing morning.
Work your ass off for ingrates and spazzes.
Repeat
repeat
repeat
repeat
die.
That's all I have to say right now.
I'm perpetually exhausted, my nightmares and flashbacks are pretty bad right now
and I'm getting tremors again.
Anyone wanna take wagers on when I start rupturing blood vessels, losing longer spurts of time, and having narcoleptic episodes?
I mean... seriously, that's next.
Got the screwed up stomach
strangling panic attacks
body/muscle/head aches
I've seen it enough to watch it spiral into this.
Before I'll know it I'm gonna start losing hours at a time instead of the occasional blip
did I mention
people are dissapearing from reality?
Nothing serious
but I'll see a woman with a great butt- turn and there's a group of three people where she was supposed to be
I slammed on the brakes for a guy that ran into the street in a grey jogging suit that... turned into a plastic bag?
I saw my mouse stealing a whole tomato twice his size run down into my stove burner...
I was stopped at a green light not realizing or caring that green meant go for a humorous amount of time.
Yeah...
I've been known to have audio/visual hallucinations sometimes... I think its because I'm actually asleep, my eyes roll around all fast, I can't talk, and I droop off.
It's REM but I'm fully there... yeah, I know its hard to imagine
I mean... if you're NOT narcoleptic.
To me its like sneezing.
If you had never sneezed before in your life the first time you had done it you'd give it a good
"what the fuck was that!?"
Now try to explain sneezing to someone that has never done it before.
You all sound like lunatics. I'm going to bed.
