I got extremely shitfaced last night and ended up smoking some tobacco, so it was just a mini relapse, I now know that I wont be able to drink again till i am truly off the cigarettes but had to push it, I drank a bottle of jack daniels to myself, first time I have done that in a long time, had the hang over from hell this morning and had to go to work, I was in a bit of a rancid mood, so if I offended anybody in lost cherry land last night I apologise. Back on the nicotine patches and have locked meself up in the doghoose for my bad behaviour.
