Your eyes are like ice cold blades stabbing me over time you look at me with hate and disgust unspeakable thoughts race through your mind unsure of what has become of you, unsure of what has become of me, and unsure of what has become of us. I am no longer your love or your heart your compassion that once was so strong has dwindled down to a tiny thread barely hanging on to the needle. I ce cold drops fall upon you face masking the tears upon your cheeks. No longer are you whole, No longer can you love life has taken its greatest gift from you and you are no longer human but instead a bitter shell of the person you once were No longer do you feel love No longer can you feel compassion As you stand on my grave you weep in the solitary confinement of your mind wishing things were different
We walk hand in hand with our hearts between us unfolded and for all to see.We feel the gentle breeze of kisses against our lips,the compassion of Fall beneath our feet.We walk hand in hand unafraid of the world ahead of us,unaware of the dangerous before us,we walk in the shadows of love and the beauty of pain.We are whole,we are lovers,we are spirits of the unknown.We steal strength from one another but hold strong to the love above us.We love strong but hate weak,we are one,we are here for all to see.We no longer hide our desire for one another,no longer hide between the shadows to steal kisses, for we are free,we are free to love,we are free to give our hearts away.The love we have is our power with it we have the world and each other.
Side Note: Worship the time we have with one another because one day they will be gone
I signed my life away to you when we kissed and forever do you have my heart.Touch my lips once again with ur love for my heart yearns for your affection I suffer when I am apart from you and suffer when I am with you .This love is too great to be unnoticed it is to powerful to live with alone, it controls me, controls my mind,controls my heart ;controls the pain I live with day in and day out.The undying fire within me burns inside me,boiling my blood with a heated cold sensation it was ignited when I met you,sizzled when I kissed you and slowly started to die when I lost you.We made a secret bond neither one of us were prepared for,a bond so powerful to be apart from you destroys the spirit within,and to be with you satifies the desire i have to be near you my skin crawls when im apart from you,I feel death creeping upon me in the dead of night when im without you,without your touch,or love.Im dying inside without your love.When we kissed I signed my life away to you,I signed my heart away to you forever please touch my lips again with your love save me from this slow death,save me from myself.
love you.I feel complete when im with you and broken when we're apart.I miss you.I wish you were with me holding my hand.I wish you were here to hold me to keep me safe.I love you.You have my heart,mind and soul you complete me my heart was once lost but was found when i met you.I was lost before i met you.lost in a world of despair and utter darkness but after i met you the light finally shined thru my broken tinted window.You picked up the unholy pieces of my life and sewed this unconventional web of love together.i love you always have always will.Let me be your rock let me be the one to pick up the pieces of your life,let me show you the love you have showed me.Let me be yours again.
Once long ago I could call you mine,once long ago I had your heart and love, once long ago you loved me and showed me the way out of the darkness, Once so very long ago you called me yours till the day came and it all came to end you loved me ,cherished me but yet secretly depised the person i became. No longer could you love me,no longer could you look at me the same.As I was no longer yours I cowered to hide the shame I brought upon our once happy lives.You loved me,you cared for me;you showed to love again.I betrayed you,i broke you,I destroyed your sense of being.No more can I call you mine,no longer do I have your heart,no more do you love me.I now lay in the darkness that I once shied from but no more for now i welcome it with open arms,for it hides me from the world,hides me from the love I once knew,hides me you.Death comes no sooner than does the rain nor a storm, i beg of it to take me now for I suffer greatly with this pain.I loved you,i cared for you but no longer am I yours.No more do i feel i can bare this pain but the love is worth it
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While you cry on the floor I hear the pain and agony in your sobs.Im speechless completely at a loss for words my mind has gone blank for all my thoughts and memories just disappear.I cant stand to look at you like this i cant stand to look at what you have become I turn my back to you so i cant see your bloody tears drip to the cold wood floors.I cant stand to look at the gashing wound in front of me i cant look at you while you die. You cry and beg me to explain myself you ask "Why are you doing this?Why are you doing this to me?" I have no answer,No feeling,No Justification for what has been done.I am ashamed of myself ,I am ashamed of my crimes. I once loved you,I once carried you upon my chest but no more for the burden is too great of a weight to carry with me anymore.I loved you once long ago,I cared for you once long ago but no more for we are not the same people we once were,we are not the same people we set out to be after high school .We are now empty shells of the lovers we once were,we are now soulless and lost with the many other empty hearts that go through life just drifting by.Your sobs have ceased,your breathing is minimal,your heart beats at a slower pace and you die alone and empty.You die without love,without friendship and you die without me.I made you into the soulless creature you became,I made you in the heartless man you once were I gave you love and took it away but no more shall you endure the pain i have forsaken upon you, for now you shallow grave you. No longer do you exist,no more do you breathe,no more do you love, no more does your heart beat.I murdered you slowly and destroyed your heart and soul. I had you,i loved you and i killed you there shall be no more victims.