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What are you waiting for?
The taste of your lips on my tongue
The memory of our love that was so strong
So unbearable to think about now
The blood on your hands are unwashable now
My heart on the floor such a terrible crime
I cannot believe you said don't cry
Left here for dead all broken and blind I pick up the pieces and walk away unkind
On my feet again he gives me the strength that you took away he builds me back up and takes away the pain
No longer do I ache
No longer do I cry
No longer am I blind
I see through your evil and treachous ways
I once wished for you in my arms
I once wished for you to be my heart
but no longer can I suffer this way
No longer will I give my heart away
Your death shall be painless this is for sure
but your punishment will be memorable and forsaken as it should
With your back turned i fall to my knees the cold hard pavement is welcoming to my needs You walk away and never look back as if i was only a dream.You smile with contentment and walk with pride towards your siren.She floats as if she were walking on water with such ease and grace it takes your breath away Her beauty is one that a picture cannot capture her Her eyes tell a story of deceit and lies but your love for her is not as disguised You croon over your new love as i burn slowly and dispossess this worldly body Forever shall you be gone in the hands of the devil as you burn slowly in the pit you have dug for yourself I lie in the arms of my one true love from now till forever
Ya no qiero llorar y no qieiro sufrir. Necesito tu amor (come on), yo me murero sin ti.Ya no quiero llorar (im sorry baby), y no no qiero sufrir, nesesito tu amor (come here girl)yo me muero sin ti.
I told you when i meet you, that i had someone in my life. I won't tell if you won't tell is what you said that night. Do you remember? It stared as a game but when you play with fire sometimes you can't put out the flame. you said that you were a big girl understood the circumstances. Never took for granted, seek away romances. Tonight is the last night i cant go on like this, got you crying on my sleeve, trying to begging me not leave. Porfavor no llores, girl i gatta go. Estoy perdiendo, tu yanot rimpe el corazon. And if i stay five minutes, i just might give in, its a battle i cant win. more then just a sin, made a promise to my self. plus ther is someone els. From this day to the end, i gatta be somebody els. Forgive me mama if im making you cry, iv never meant to change your life, but i gatta say good bye.
Ya no qiero llorar y no qieiro sufrir. Necesito tu amor, yo me murero sin ti.Ya no quiero llorar, y no qiero sufrir, nesesito tu amor (yea, come on), yo me muero sin ti.
So many times we make mistakes, lying to the ones we love. iv should of seen this coming, but i choose to be the selfish one. my mind is thinking, i just see her one more time. No more sneaking out to the hotels telling this lies. But every time we see each other, i cant let go, still my thoughts are saying: you have a good girl at home, a good mama to the kids, after she works all day. Does she diserv to be mistreated, and lie to this way? NO. But on the other hand, i got you on the phone, telling me that you cant wait to have me in your arms. Dame, im going crazy, loosing my mind. And i shouldn't see you on the side, but it fells so right. Mabye after tonight we can say good bye. And im thinking to my self, this is has to be the last time. Ya no llores baby, baby girl don't cry. You disierv some one better, that is ganna love you right.
Ya no qiero llorar y no qieiro sufrir. Necesito tu amor, yo me murero sin ti.Ya no quiero llorar, y no qiero sufrir, nesesito tu amor, yo me muero sin tiii.
As I sit here crying without you by my side I think about all that I am sorry for
I am sorry for the tears
I am sorry for the damage I have caused
You saw beauty and I saw hate
You saw love and I saw disease
I am sorry for the blood that has been spilled on my account for
nothing I do will make up for that
You searched for something unknown to you and begged for help but I
turned you away afraid that if you found what you were looking for you'd
be gone forever.I am sorry for destroying the heart that brought us
together because now that we are apart I cant find you You stand in front
of me but your still not there You gave your life for me you gave me
everything that you could You saw the disease eating at me and saw that
without ur help id be gone for good but i pushed you too far,I pushed
you to the point of no return I am sorry that I ended your life I am
sorry that i destroyed the only good in my life You tried saving me
but it was too late it was too late to save the one you loved
As I lay me down to sleep reality fades into a distant dream
I close my eyes in hope i will be granted peace
The love and desire I have for another thats among the clouds in my dreams
Unwillingly I see his face I see his smile and weaken due to his charm
His kisses seem so real,His touch so sensual I forget I am dreaming
I dream of a man I cannot have and love a man that does not exist
The torture of love destroys me but the reality of what i have brings me joy
As I lay me down to sleep I am able to give this heavy heart some peace
Like a love sick puppy I sit and cry
Like a love sick puppy I just want to die
Like a love sick puppy I lick my wounds dry
Like a love sick puppy I give up all hope of being the love of his life
Like a love sick puppy I turn callous and mean
Like a love sick puppy I bite the hand that feeds
As the dark skies cover the world I acknowledge the oncoming storm approaching. As I run for my life I feel the cold breeze upon my lips and the sting of rain beat upon my face.I run without turning back,without knowing if he is still behind me.The fear inside me is gnawing away at my spirit,its tearing down my walls and attacking my inner defenses.I run for my life,i run from everything I know,from everyone I know, I cannot take anymore chances, I cannot trust anyone not even myself.My heart is beating so fast I feel like its going to pop out of my chest,my blood is pumping so fast I can see the veins in my hands throbbing.My energy is low and I cannot run any longer I turn slowly afraid of what I might see,afraid of my worst nightmare coming true.Through the trees and brush i see nothing no one is chasing me,all is silent in the woods the only noise is that of my breathing and the bluejay above chirping into the morning sun. My pulse relaxes, my breathing becomes normal as the knife goes through my chest. Blood puddles through my gray tshirt I grab at the wound to see how bad it is im in shock,unaware of what is going on I fall to the ground he comes around me to look me in the face, my eyes close I can feel my heart beat slow he leans in close and whispers in my ear "I told you,you could never hide me i'll always find you". Startled by my own screaming I awake in my own bed,in my own house all alone sweat drips down my face and onto my nightgown.My heart is still beating fast and my breathing is still heavy I feel something on my feet as I remove the blanket covering my overheated body i see the dirt on my feet and blood on my hands....
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I miss....
I miss when you would say you love me
I miss your touch
I miss you when your here
I miss you when your gone
I miss your warm embrace
I miss your kisses upon my lips
I miss the love that used to be
I miss the care and compassion that I used to feel
I miss the love that you gave
No longer do you give me sweet kisses
No longer do you hold me in your embrace
No longer am I yours
I am a shadow of the woman you used to love
I am the love you used to give
I miss you,I miss us,I miss the love
