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What are you waiting for?
It hurts when i think about how happy we once were.It hurts when I think about ur smile.It hurts when I hear your laugh.It hurts to talk to you and just act like nothing ever happened.It hurts when you say "I love you".It hurts to think about your touch or to think that your heart belongs to another now.I thought i was over you I thought I was strong enough to handle this but now i dont know.People always say that time makes everything heal but it still hurts to love you.
Down on my knees I beg you back
I beg you back into my life for one final chance for one final chance to feel the love
I once had so long ago You shy away from my touch you can barely look at me
I fall to the floor so lost and confused Blood smeared on my face you cry tears of joy
for no longer are you broken, no longer are you alone ,you have found your place in this world and in her arms.I have fallen from grace in your eyes and shall love no more. My maggot filled heart lay in pieces on the floor as I watch helplessly from afar your soul was once tarnished and bruised but as she picks you up in her arms and takes you away in her warm embrace, you welcome her love,embrace her security and trust for once again you feel whole .You have found passion again and have broken the mold that once was encrusted in our lives.You are no more alone, no more are you a broken little boy.You look upon me once more but only as a broken down soul not as the woman you used to love and cherish but only as the woman with murderess heart.
Down on my knees my heart in two i was once unbreakable but now im lost without you I'm lost without ur touch,without you kiss,without ur sweet embrace.I wish to kiss your sweet sweet lips just for a taste of your undying affection. You are my master and i your slave for you break me night after night and i love you more each day.You beat me till im blue but i still care for you.My heart yearns for your affection as each day grows and grows but you see me as a pain that gives you unbearable blues.You look at me with disgust and realize i am your pinup doll to treat as you wish.With my heart on the floor you prey on my weakness and make me wish i never did exist.I lay here now in this cold dark bag the bleeding has stopped and my heart beats no more i am alone and without your love but unfornately for me this came too soon.
I broke your heart,I broke your faith in love,I betrayed you,I made you feel like your less of a man, and surprisingly i still dont care.You said I love you,You said I was your only one but i really wasnt I was just the one who didnt ask questions.I was the one who made life easier for you but not anymore.At night I lay awake thinking about you thinking about how good it would feel to see you lying in a 10ft grave staring up at me with those big,dumb brown eyes,I wonder how it would feel to watch you lay there helpless crying,broken,afraid, and alone. Then I remember thats exactly how I felt when I with was you, thats how you made me feel day in and day out so i've come to the conclusion I really wouldn't give a shit i would probably acutally enjoy it.You act innocent, loving,caring, sweet and romantic , the perfect gentlemen.You sweep girls off their feet like its nothing then you pounce on your unsuspecting victim. The loving,caring,gentlemen fantasy you portray so well disappears and the evilness shines through. When you realized you met your match in me the rules of the game had to be changed as the competition got heavier you didnt know how to handle change and that why you lost, that is why you are 10ft in a deep dark grave I'll move on with my life and will only remember you as a bad dream,But i know you'll never forget me
I sit in the dark corner of your mind waiting, waiting till i can savor the delicious moment of your demise.You locked me away , so long go but you never forgot me you never forgot your dark past and i'll never let you forget it.You tortured and brutalized me for years till you one day my body was lifeless and i was no more.You killed my spirit,my soul and my love but as sit here i countdown the days till im relased from my internal prison and able to get my revenge.The day i am freed from this hell you will know what it is like to be a murdered soul living amoung the lonely and deprived.You will know my pain just give it time.
I lay next to your warm,heartless body night after night i kiss your cold lips and feel a stab of jealousy and remorse.I told you i loved you, i told you, you were my one and only. Every time i look into those lifeless eyes of yours I think of the pain you brought upon me and Im reminded of the pain i felt when I heard the news it was a slap to the face and as I cried you laughed in my face. You murdered the love I had for you, you murdered the person I had become my demons have been sitting quietly in the dark cave of my mind for sometime now the barriers are broken and I have no control of them. They take over my mind, heart and soul. may god show you some mercy
His passion and warmth surpasses anything anyone else could feel for me. We are separated by many miles and much heartache but even so he is the one who has my heart, he is the one who in my dreams is my knight and shining armor. With his impenetrable armor he protects me from all pain and suffering I might in encounter and with his heart he loves me with everything he can. Apart from one another we suffer a many grievances but still our hearts are always one.No matter who comes into our lives we will always be one, always love one another,always have one anothers heart for we are truely meant for one another.
Finally i have found my happy ending i never really thought i would find someone as special and loving as i have found in my future husband.He treats me the way a man should treat woman and loves me with all his heart even with his flaws i still have no problem finding a reason to smile when im with him.He is my love and my life i know now that good guys do exist
