Nikki's blog: "Passion"

Once long ago I could call you mine,once long ago I had your heart and love, once long ago you loved me and showed me the way out of the darkness, Once so very long ago you called me yours till the day came and it all came to end you loved me ,cherished me but yet secretly depised the person i became. No longer could you love me,no longer could you look at me the same.As I was no longer yours I cowered to hide the shame I brought upon our once happy lives.You loved me,you cared for me;you showed to love again.I betrayed you,i broke you,I destroyed your sense of being.No more can I call you mine,no longer do I have your heart,no more do you love me.I now lay in the darkness that I once shied from but no more for now i welcome it with open arms,for it hides me from the world,hides me from the love I once knew,hides me you.Death comes no sooner than does the rain nor a storm, i beg of it to take me now for I suffer greatly with this pain.I loved you,i cared for you but no longer am I yours.No more do i feel i can bare this pain but the love is worth it
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