When they first told me about you
My heart fell to the floor
And my eyes filled up with tears
My life would be forever changed
How could YOU GAVIN
Cause so much love and pain
I didn't know what to do
All I knew was that I loved you
Choices came before me
All that other people had done
What would be best for me
But all I could think of was you
Preparations were being made
As I got more and more sick
I didn't know how to help myself
But I knew I was hurting you
Rushing into the hospital
Pain shooting through my body
I knew something was wrong
I knew you were leaving me
They held my hand all the while
Hoping to ease my pain
But never have they felt my loss
They would never understand
I wonder now what would have been
How would my life be different
What would you look like?
I know one day I'll meet you
My God will give me this
Until then
I love you
I can't wait to be with you again.
