Laugh hard
it's a long way
to the ground this time
I wish I could wash the dirt
off these intentions
I've always wondered what
your kind of people are made of
with all the fires of your hell
pouring out your eyes
I'm scared to be alone tonight
We're sliding from day to day
it's a grab bag and all the
surprises are just waiting
for you to open them
I told you so
I told you so
I hate the faces you make
when you say you love me
crying blood dust in bathrooms
I wish it wasn't true
I was never that good to you,
I gag and swallow and beg you know
but the chemicals in your brain
never did interpret me
you tore me in half
now useless
defiled
I don't know where I'll fall
