Beautiful Angel SupportTheTroops's blog: "why"

i am not who i appear to be i am not but does it matter who i am on the inside does it matter that i cry at night missing him does it mater that i feel alone all the time does it matter that no matter how many people there are around me i still feel alone like i am sinking into a dark hole there seems to be no light that enters inside but why should that matter i am alone even if people say they care they don't they don't truly understand they don't know me and how could they cause i don't even know myself at times