I wanna kill
watch the blood spill
take another suicide pill
Gotta get my fill
not gonna chill
this is my thrill
should i write my will
Trieng to go uphill
But I keep falling
Faceing life we're brawling
How many times will I get knocked down
I feel like staying down
I'm out of water but still feel like i gonna drown
My heart has a permanent frown
I'm hurting
Me and death are flirting
My eyes can't stop squirting
Walking by mirrors my pain is averting
These thoughts are alerting
Daydreaming bout a murder spree
The body count rises to 43
My heart and mind can't agree
Stabbin at your neck I scream 'YAHTZEE!"
Does that make me crazy
You think i'm just lazy
My memory is hazy
I spend too much time with pain
It's like waiting for a train
When will this end
Starting to become a trend
The anger wants to ascend
Will it ever transcend
Will it become a reality
I'm faceing my own mortality
