It's like a movie reel in slow motion
Loseing all emotion
Trapt in a spiral maze
Mind stuck in a daze
Future and present is the same
Such a disapointment that I came
The things I want don't want me
Disturbing thoughts that won't let me be
Try holding onto a hope
Never learned how to cope
Now all I do is walk around and mope
Constantly feeling crappy
Will I ever understand being happy
