Demons are haunting me
My thoughts are taunting me
When will this change
Wish I could pause everything and rearrange
My dreams seem strange
Feel like a dead man walking
Death at the front door knocking
You think i'm just talking
I can't reveal my past
How much longer can I last
Things are wrong with me that keeps me unhappy
I can't mention them so things remain crappy
Will I ever get to be happy
You think I have it made
But I didn't make the grade
Why would anyone date me if everyone else is an upgrade?
My mind is being displayed
But only in sections
Too many mistakes with no corrections
I'm lost within myself with no directions
Surrounded by people and still feel alone
Scared to leave the friend zone
Even with the words i've shown my life is unknown
You say I can tell you anything , but I can't
So I continue my mind's rant
