what i do seems to be wrong... i stay i hurt i leave i hurt... i just want happiness i just want my piece of sanity and i cant get it no matter wherer i go or what i do i stay in cali... things are wrong my father .... hurts me and makes me feel lower than i already do.. i go u guve up all i know everything i know which would be nice to start over.... clean and new... no one knows me so no one knows that ive fucked up before....