Midnight Rose's blog: "MY PARENTS"

It is time Mom and dad that i moved on. You brought me into this world, now i must go on alone If I'd only known how it would break my heart to be so far apart. I feel like dying, though i keep on trying, through all this crying. I take on more glance, I wish i had one more chance. To see you walk through that door, I hit the floor. so much pain can't break the chains, it begins to rain. It is time mom and dad, even though i feel so sad. Like a rose I had to grow. I wish upon a star, wish you werent so far. It is time for me to climb. Moving on mom and dad why do we say goodbye? I only wanted you both to to be a part. Why do you break my heart? I take one more glance, only wish i had one more chance. I am moving on mom and dad, why do i feel so bad? You were my best friends, why does it have to end, why cant we mend what's been done. It's time mom and dad I say goodbye I can only cry because i really did try. You made it clear, you never want to hear you forgot that i was even here, so I say goodbye dont understand why. Now I must move on. I love you mom and dad I am going to miss you both. Moving on.

Please give me one more day, Please say you'll stay. Never meant to stray. Wanted to make a new start never meant to break your hearts. Please give me one more day, please say you'll stay. I wanted to make a change, but now it feels so strange. I only wanted my mother, never meant to be a bother. Please give me one more day please say you'll stay. Never meant to cause you pain, didnt mean to cause the rain. Please Give me one more day, please say you'll stay. Now i only want to cry, cause i know i did try. I only sigh cause we said goodbye, I want to die, how could you lie. Please give me one more day, please say you'll stay. I only wanted my father never meant to be a bother. I thought i was strong how could i be so wrong. Please give me one more day. please say you'll stay I promise I wont stray. Just one more day. I dont want to say goodbye. I love you mom and dad, but why do you make me sad, why cant you be glad, i feel so lost but what's the cost, for just one more day. please give me just one more day.

I Need you in my life, I want to know that you will still be there. We have through some pretty rocky times. I know we havent spoken in quite along time. I still love you both. I wish we were all together again. Christmas just isnt the same without you both here. Why you turned your back on me i am not so sure i understand just why. I need you in my life, but it seems that you both have made up your mind, that it just isnt possible. I need you both yo understand that the choice I me wasnt because i never loved you both, it was because of you that i made the choice i made, it was becuause of what you taught me that i was able to make that choice. The your grandkids miss you and they want you here, what do I tell them? I need you both and so do they. The Holidays are here but so not right this year. The spirit of christmas is almost gone. I need you both will you ever need me again Mom and Dad? I love you both so very much, but i cant keep hanging on. Merry Christmas to you both I wish I could tell you in person. I need you both.