XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "Early Morning Writing"

I woke up this morning.. to see a new picture from my little girl . It made me cry cause i miss so much so much .. but i also saw her like my status about college. Sometimes i think that if it wasn't for her ... i never would of tried some of the things i do. She is my why .. Why i have to be the best i can be .. to create a better life for her and me. I miss her so much ... but i put it away to get done the things i need to do ... 

But when i see her picture ... i just cry .. cause i miss her  so much ... 

she is so beautiful , and caring and sweet ... looking into her eyes melts my heart every time ...

its so strange being on the other side .. the parent that really doesnt get to make so many choices ... 

but i will not give up.. i will see her , and when i do .. there will be no doubt how much i miss her and love her.. 

i feel that sometimes when we break up the child suffers .. the loss of one parent .. becuase of hurt and pain ...

sometimes reasons that need to be for the childs safetey .. but at other times just out of spite children are kept away... 

This breaks everyones heart... 

And it's not fair on the child!

Think of them first...