XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "Early Morning Writing"

My Dad 

My Dad the artist , 

the painter , the writer, the encourager ,, 

MY dad the lover of people .. 

My Dad the one who reaches out the most .. 

 My Dad is ths one , want wants me to come home most .. 

 and sometimes i wish i could .. 

I miss you Dad , 

i miss exploring you , 

i miss hanging out with all your creative friends .. 

i miss the way you make me laugh ... 

And im scared that i wont get enough time with you ,

thats what scares me most .. 

when you get old or before u get too old  i wanna be there .. looking after you .. and Mama.. 

I want you guys to know how much i love you ... not only in words .. 

Mama i miss you too ... 

i miss your smiles , your loving heart your amazing hugs .. 

your words of wisedom ... 

I love you so much .. 

It was joy to see you happy ..

it was a joy to see you do the things u love ... 

I miss you Evie .. 

my youngest sister .. 

I want time to get to know you .. 

I want  you to know ill always be there if u need to talk .. 

I miss you Aaron 

your a man now .. 

I love you .. 

 
I  miss you Mira ..

not a day goes by when i dont think of you ...

 im so proud of you ... 

I  wish i could be there ... 

I miss you Robin 

i miss your quiet manner ,

 your cleverness .. but im glad your happy ... 

And thats only one family .. i miss so many more ... 

Part of me still feels likes there back home in Orange...

Part of me feels like i left part of my heart back in the sydney ... 

But my heart growing bigger and bigger ... 

caring more and more ..