Buggzy A best friend is like a four leaf's blog: "Life"

I am a person who suffers from depression most of the time.  For those of you who dont you have no dam idea what we go through on a daily basis.

Any how,  during the course of my sleep,  I had a dream of my father who past away in 84.  For the better part it feels like he died yesterday.

Seems when I am at my lowest he comes to me in a dream.  The dream never makes sense so I try and break it down to symbols cause I feel hes trying to tell me something.

Any how prior to this dream,  I was crying one day cause im tired of just living hand to mouth, paycheck to paycheck.  And I ask out loud ,  dad plz give me a hug and tell me things are gonna be okay.

Well as I said during the night, I dreamed about my dad.  And part of the dream he put his arms around me and hugged me .

And like always I woke up crying,  and here I am awake and sad and blogging this .

Any of you that still have your parents around,  hug them you never know when they wont be there any more.