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TOADY I AM REALLY DEPRESSED. LET ME TELL YOU WHY. NOT TO LONG AGO. I HAD SOMEONE FROM MY PAST JUST LITTERALY WALK THRU MY DOOR.I HAVENT SEEN THIS PERSON IN OVER 30 SOMETHING YEARS. AND I DIDNT RECOGNISE THAT PERSON. IT DIDNT DAWNON ME WHO IT WAS UNTILL MONTHS LATER. AND WHEN I WENT TO MESSAGE THIS PERSON. TO SAY HOW SORRY I WAS THAT I DIDNT RECOGNISE THEM UNTILL NOW. AND SO I WAS BLOCKED. WELL THIS PERSON JUST SO HAPPENED TO BE MY FIRST GIRLFRIEND BACK WHEN I WAS LIKE 16. THE DAY SHE WALKED THRU MY DOOR WITH ANOTHER FRIEND OF MINE. SHE INRODUCED HERSELF. WELL SHE HAD GOTTON MARRIED AND TOLD ME HER MARRIED NAME. NOW FOR MONTHS BEFOR HAND THAT SME FRIEND SHE SHOWED UP WITH HAD BEEN TALKING ABOUT ME. SO MY OLD GIRLFRIEND ASKED WHERE I LIVED. SHE FOUND OUT WHERE AND DROVE BY ON MANY OCCASIONS JUST TO SEE IF I WAS OUTSIDE AND I WAS ON MANY OCCAOINS. SO SHE WAS ALLREADY UP TO DATE ON WHAT I LOOK LIKE VS WHEN I WAS A KID. I DONT SEE HOW SHE EXPECTED MR TO REMEMBER HER WHEN SHE GAVE MR A DIFFERENT LAST NAME. AND ALL I HAD WAS A MENTAL PICTURE OF HER THE LAST TIME I SAW HER WAS WHEN WE BROKE UP 30 SOMETHING YEARS AGO. I AM SUPPOSED TO KNOW WHAT SH LOOKED LIKE AS A ADULT VS A TEENAGER. I JUST DONT GET IT WALKS INTO MY LIFE AFTER YEARS APART. THEN BLOCKS ME. THIS GIRL IS MY FIRST LOVE ,KISS ECT. AND WE ALL KNOW OUR FIRSTS WILL ALWAYS CARRY A PLACE IN OUR HEARTS FOR THEM. I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND IT. IF YOU DONT LIKE ME THEN WHY DO ALL OF THOES THINGS. OR IS IT BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO BE WITH ME. AND SHE FEELS SHE CANT. ORIS SHE SNEAKING AROUND AND DONT WANT ANYONE TO KNOW ABOUT IT.
