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The time has comefor me to make some choices that will effect every aspect of the rest of my life. if i make the wrong ones my happiness will fade. i am beening given another opportunity for something good. but i dont know when this will arise. i just know it will happen with in the next 2 months. i miss my last oppurtunity. i wont miss this one. theres no more toxic people in my life that want to hold me back. i let the people of my past hold me down befor. i guess they wanted what i had. They would say whatever they could to get it. but this time i wont let that happen because they are no longer welcome around me. i am getting too dam old for stupid games. too damm old to deal with the toxic fools of my past, i miss my first and i know she feels the same. its almost time to discover what is ours for the taking.....i missedthe chance to be with my first love after34 yrs apart i didnt recognise her untill 2 yrs later. last time i saw her she was 14 and i was 16 now i am 50 and he is 48. all i had was a fading mental picture of her at 14. how was i supposed to recognise her. well like i said 2 yrs later it finally came to me who she was...i am getting that oppurtunity to see her again and i have to make the right choices. my happyness is depending on me making the right choices, i want my first love back. yeah its been years. i know deep down that there is something still there after all the years that gone by. we where loyal to each other we had to breakup because she had to move. she was so upset when she told me she was moving it left us bolth broken. i still remember what she was wearing the day we met i remember the place the town i rememebr where she lived befor she moved. i remember it all. i never forgot about her. i still remember how her kiss tasted after all these years. yeah may sound corny . but i remember it all...
