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If I could be your dream...what would you make of me?
If I could be your nightmare...what will become of thee?

Can I get inside...where the rivers are red...can I become..all that you have read...

If I could be your desire...what would you do with me?
If I could be your hatred...what will it take?

Can I get inside...where your tears are clean...can I become...all that you shall need...

I am a demon, with the worst signs you have seen, I am an angel...if the heaven's let me in...

I shall rise above all those lies..I shall be...Your everything!!

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As a child you see the broken hearts, the broken dreams, the pain, the sorrow, that all follow...as a grown man, you feel the hurt laying within...you feel the teeth taking hold of your skin...tearing you apart, leaving the pieces to fall inbetween...heaven and sin...take my hand...hold on tight, I will fly with you...throughout the night...to chase the wind...to make you feel whole again...live and breath...feel...you shall heal. - MARI KAZZ...DEDICATED

The darkest hour, has arisen, it has shown it's fangs, and it's prison....it took hold, of each layer of my soul, it bleed me dry...all through the night, it poured the drops, and they became seed's...they grew into a form, the deadliest I have known, it rolled through my eyes, it feel to my cheek....it dropped to the floor, where I buried it all. - MARI KAZZ

While you dream, I shall find thee...with the claws of darkness, I shall rise, staking my claim...with your burning cries...finding my way inside...to burn you whole, to fill your soul...with pleasure, while hiding my sins...deep within. - MARI KAZZ

The darkness fell, my mind burned, the sin's began to form..
they took hold, I will lose my soul...
I can feel it taking, wanting, breaking...
Trying to capture, what is real...

A piece of me, has been swallowed, it is now free...kept inside
the devil's keep...
He will form it, blend it, bleed it and mend it....

It shall be given back, with a new form, a new identity, a pleasure, a frown,
a haven above ground...

Will you cherish this darkness, and the sins...to honor all within...
or shall you throw it into the flames, and burn out this new soul..
let it die in shame.....while screaming your name...

Mari Kazz

NIGHTMARE

Into the darkness, you will fall, behind blind walls..
Seeking a truth, so rare so deep...
a madness shall rise, to grab hold of all your lies....

In faith we believe....
In destiny we dream....
In reality we seek...a nightmare so we can scream.....

Feel those arms, holding you down....
Making you feel, like you will drown....

Open your eyes, see the truth...
See in front, turn around....
Bare your soul....bare your dreams...save your mind....
And you will be found.............

Mari Kazz

REBORN

Into this darkness I roamed, feeling my way home...
finding the sins, laying within..
rising up, to take form, with a face, where I belong...

Seeking a truth, within its rare form...
the depth of passion...the mind reborn...
feel the pain, that comes without any shame...
feel the heat, burning your skin...

I will grab hold...mind, body and soul....
I will become one...within your dreams..
I will devour your life...while making you scream..

Mari Kazz


EARTH

In hell I shall be reborn...to roam the night...
to seek flight, from the demons within....to fly free once again...
I shall heal the wounds, bleed all the truths, take each day...with reality...with all the pain...

Those shadows shall follow me...shall watch my step, if I falter, I shall rise...if I stumble...I shall fly...if I fail...I will die....

I beg of thee, take me down....feed the ground....away from this flight, away from this night...once I am there...I shall heal, I will become...a mind once more...sound..filtered with the soils of the lost souls, filtered with the cries...and all the lies...once again for those wings to be born, to fly free...to feel the wind..to see the sun....or else...to lie still forever, so near...................

Mari Kazz

D.S.C.

From the depths of blackness you shall rise, to find a light that will guide....to see the sun, as before, to know you have won....

In the hearts you shall roam, in their minds you will become whole....in the heavens you shall fly, to a freedom of the unknown...

You will be loved, beyond time, you will be missed, with each second that goes by....know we are here, to forever be near........

Dedication....from Mari Kazz


I hear the lie's dripping from your fang's, I hear the screams, running through my vein's, I have since forgiven, it is my own shame, my own heaven created, out of stick's, out of the cold stone's laying the path, to a place unknown....

Grab me now, hold me close, with your soul, with my shame, live inside a dream, where it shall stay, live inside a bubble, that has no name...be the knight, that shine's through...make me wonder, what I am worth to you.....

The door is closed, the pain long gone, the memory shall stay, until my dying day, it will be buried below, with the heartless, with all the lost souls....which you have become, a man with no blame...

Mari Kazz

When the mist rises
a teardrop falls
The wind will blow
you will hear her soul

Taking you up
into the misty skies
to feel those arms
tightly weeping
tightly seeping
around your body
around your mind

You will never be far
to hear the voice
you will never be to near
to love the one who is dear

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We live among the strong willed
we laugh with the angels
and sing with the devils
Our lives turn around and around
like a spinning wheel
Need to stop, and be still
for one night, there is a thrill
to ride the wave of love and hope
and dig us up, from this black hole

Rise they said, raise your head.

Both by Mari Kazz