As she looks in the mirror she sees herself as a mom, a wife, a sister,a friend, and a daughter. Others
view her as so much more then she can ever know or understand. She has her good friends that treat her
like a lady and others who just see her for a lil fun and that she can be used and abused with. She knows
that one day she will look back and see that those people were just using her for a cheap thrill,or to get something
from and nothing more. She is interested in the friends that treat her like a lady,
and really have gotten to know her. She likes their comments to and about her,
and sometimes she doesn't know how to take the compliments, but she
is learning everyday that they are the truth, yet sometimes feels like a dream. She has dreams of her own, but
most times she is fulfilled by helping others, sometimes helping a lil too much,lol, but most of her friends do not
use her or try to get the things that they want from her. It is mostly just really getting to know new people for her
and seeing that there really are nice people in this world, and not all of them are ooglers, two-timing, hypocritical,
sexist men or even women. The ones she has gotten to know has been wonderful and will cherish the friendship always.
The others that wanted to get something from her, no matter what it is, she will not stand and let you take anything
away from her. She has her privacies and doesn't like to be called," Hey Baby", or "You are hot, wanna chat on
messenger?" When she says,"No" then she means it. People always try to get away with something that will not always
be correct or right in her eyes, and she will step up to the plate and say so. She just wishes that one of these days she
can look in that mirror and see the "real" person she is and has become. Time is one thing that can't be changed,
stopped, reversed, or even slowed down a lil, but she knows that as each day that passes she is growing and truthfully
finding out about herself. She knows that one day when the seasons have changed for many many times, and the people
she loves grows up, leaves home, or dies that she will learn from each and everyone in her life. She will appreciate,
cherish, love, thank, admire those people in her life, for they have helped her grow into the woman that she is today.
For all those people she wants to thank for really knowing her and understanding not only her, but also
her heart, soul, and what she is really about. There is never anyone like you in this world and that we all have been
put on this earth for a reason, and until we know that reason, we stay here and learn and relearn until we get it. She
honestly believes that the most important thing in life is finding about yourself and learning from your mistakes, and
some have to learn them again and again before they realize what they have done.Because what is a life without
friends, loved ones, and families, for her that is a non existence life in this world. So please tell all your friends, exes,
family and even people that you don't talk to that much anymore just how you feel cause every day is a new day and
you never know when you are gonna lose someone special.