i want to hold you to love you to hug you to kiss you....to always be there for you....but how can i fullfill someone when im not in their presents? at such a distance? words can only go so far....but how far can you go until you feel lonely? is it possible to continue something that has just begun when your forced to only have periodic physical encounters? PHYSICALITY....how important is it? very important to me but without emotions whats the point....which would you rather have? an emotional connection or the physicalness of a person? i suppose id prefer BOTH but im sure that if i had to choose it would definetly be emotional cause anything below that is well not worth the effort....but the word im searching for is LOVE....where is it and does it really exsist not love but true LOVE....to have a pure and mutual bond, understanding, trust, honesty, sincerity, dedication, to be willing to go through whatever it takes to survive the battle to love and be loved....its hard work but of course something that beautiful must be hard....but not everyone is prepared or even willing to go through the maximum to find that one thing that so many people spend their lives searching for....hard to find? your damn right it is....of course it would be because loving in its own is the easy part but to truely love and to work at it and make it last now thats were it gets rough....not too many people withold the strength to fight for something so precious thats why they are LONELY....i dont want to be lonely do you? didnt think so therefore i ask....can you handle LOVE????
