what do i want? happiness, sincerity, commitment, love all the things that you work SO hard for and wait around for it to just happen....but does it ever just happen? i think not, but i also think that when you have it you'll know....how do you know? i suppose im not at liberty to answer that....for i have not yet found it....what do you have to do to get it? why does it seem like effortless efforts just to taste the feeling....yet how do you know what it feels like if youve never had it....life full of false feelings....that life isnt for me....i need to have it the it.....LOVE....i deserve it right? of course i do....but now i ask....do i deserve YOU?
