The pitch black sky
it's dark and cold
I ask myself why
my life is on hold
I never reached my goal
gave up too soon
I sold my soul
to stay in my safe cocoon
I have fallen so fast
into my deep dark place
reliving my past
in this endless race
The battles I tried to win
the war that can't be won
my hopes and dream in a spin
my stupid life is done
Nothing to look forward to
yesterdays are now the past
I ask myself what I should do
but nothing in my life will last
So I sit and watch my life go by
I try to think and let out a moan
I am so very lost I just want to cry
this is the way it will be, always alone
