Another night spent crying,
I swear I really am trying.
To come to terms with my loss,
but the bridge is to hard to cross.
A night filled with bad dreams,
nothing is what it seems.
I let myself start crying,
but these tears are never drying.
I don't care if I never heal,
it's easier not to be able to feel.
I am alone in my grief,
nothing can bring me relief.
My losses were too great,
the only feeling inside is hate.
I will never be the same,
and I only have myself to blame.
I keep trying to be strong,
but my whole life is just so wrong.
I see no future ahead,
all my dreams are dead.
No looking forward to tomorrow,
I am filled with so much sorrow.
As I sit and think, I take a breath,
I realize my only choice is death.
