I remember those days
so long ago
when the future seemed so bright
and the world seemed to glow
Life seemed to be so easy
so carefree and wild
but I now realize
I had the eyes of a child
How I wish for those days
in the warm summer sun
but lately it seems
there is no where to run
The cards have been dealt
fate rears its ugly head
the two people I needed most
are now dead
I try to pick up the pieces
and look forward to tomorrow
but all I can do
is wallow away in my sorrow
Life is so cruel
what was God thinking
slowly but surely
I realize I am sinking
The road is long and hard
and its seems so very far
so I look up to Heaven
to find a shooting star
I look for a sign
I beg and I pray
maybe I'll see it tomorrow
but not today
Some days seem bright
others seem hazy
my life seems a mess
and I fear I am crazy
I vow to myself
that things will get better
because the tears that I cry
can't get any wetter
Today is a new day
I must pull myself together
I'm killing myself
by changing like the weather
Each day becomes easier
and the load seems lighter
please be proud of me
I was raised to be a fighter
Not a day goes by
without thinking of you
I miss you like crazy
and I'm sure you miss me too
As I lay down for bed
I see the star light
and I finally realize
you are saying goodnight
When I wake up each morning
and see the new days sun
I'm starting to feel
like the healing has begun
It won't be over today
tomorrow or tonight
but keep greeting me every morning
and twinkling to me at night
Life is full of lessons
not all gold and pure
but this is what we learn
as we start to mature
I wish you could have been here longer
I wanted you to stay
but I know that you're in Heaven
safe and sound every day
No more sickness, no more suffering
no more tears, no more pain
what was my loss
was Heavens gain
As I look up to the sun
and watch the stars above
I feel a certain feeling
which I know is your love
So please watch over me
and all that I love
because I need my special angels
to watch me from above