I have never been one to really desire any sort of companionship. I was always sort of independent and I was happy with that... even when I had a boyfriend (2 1/2 years together and I never felt like I missed his ass when he wasn't there) I could handle going without talking to them for a day or two... ive just always been kind of a do it myself, be by myslef person. But lately it seems like all I want is someone to be by me. I'm kinda sick of this single life shit that everyone is trying to tell me is SOOOOO great. I don't think it's great at all, I think it's shitty. I've been happily single since 2004 (of course there was the occasional asshole... but nothing serious)
But MORE then I am sick of the "single life" I'm sick of guys who think they're "grown ass men" who can't make grown man moves... OR better yet pull some PUSSY shit on me.
Example one Rob we were together and when he tried to have sex with me and I said no he was like I don't think this is going to work (THEN WENT AND STARTED DATING MY SOROR!!!) Are you fuckin serious (not to sound cocky but...) I'm a damn good girl and this stupid ass want to let me go because I wouldn't have sex with him?? Fuck that. That's some little boy shit, he was 23.
Next example Steve... grown ass man, 27 years old, police officer... pretty good guy. Couldn't hold a damn conversation with out mentioning how "horny" he was or how much I turned him on. HOW OLD ARE YOU 13?? It's just T&A get over it!!! Try to sound like an educated person... not a horny 8th grader. We were together for 4 months and the idiot asked me to drop out of school and marry him. WOW
Next... Alex, oh Lord. 23 years old, college grad, would rather play video games then work. Do something with ya life!! You can possibly expect me to be with you when all you want to do is sit on ya ass in ya parents house and play video games. PLEASE by the time I'm 23 I'll have 2 degrees under my belt and a mother fuckin job. I can't handle all that.
My last shinning example... this one will go unnamed because I know he will come across this blog eventually and there is no need to be mean or anything (the others none ya'll know them so I can be as mean as I want to them...) But I have a BIG problem with "grown ass men" who live off their parent's money. (My parents dont give me shit. I work and go to school) That and if your 22 and you still don't do your own fucking laundry...I pity the dumb bitch that say yes to that. Hell no. I never go home... this is college I didn't work my ass off in high school to go to a 4year just to go home EVERY FUCKING WEEKEND TO HAVE MY MOMMY DO MY DAMN LAUNDRY! Holy shit... grow the hell up. No I don't want to be with you I don't want to end up 30 with 4 of ya kids cookin and doin your fucking laundry. haha!
Wow...this is usually why I date older men but damn it seems like they never grow up! It dob't matter how old they get... they still the same selfish as all hell and stupid. DON'T get me wrong!! SOME of us have found the shinning stars of the male species... but DAMN all the females out there got to agree... we had to go through some HELLA shit to get to the good ones. For every 7 ASSHOLES there is one worthwhile guy... hope a good girl snatches him up. :)
Well I am done bitchin for now... Everyone have a great night. Be careful and safe!!
KISSES!
