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lol been a few days since my last post yeah i still hate my blessed lucky life. well since last post i broke off with my fufiance. wish i never got started with him he could have been good friend but i do stupid things sometimes. lol ok most times. not sure why is it because im just really lonely or what. i know that i will not have anything serious with man for while if ever. i should keep it light. i cant give my heart to anyone its already taken. and im a dumass for letting him know. i did that tonite would blame alcahol but i didnt drink that much. lol who do u talk to when your best friend is one that u need to talk about. i tried the fumafia stuff dont get it. spent few days with my mother, to sum up that one i love her and i know she loves me but she is disapointed in who i am and cant hide it and i cant be but who i am so its hard for both of us. as i type this there if fudrama unfolding sometimes i wont to smack ppl and tell them to get smart but i dont know whole stories so oh well i just shut up and stay out of it. oh well ill just stay inmy corner. lmao i still cnt get rid of headache maybe my vacation i got will help but ill admit im scared lol never been on vacation alone before would give anything if i had someone to go with but not in cards. there is someone maybe but idk as i said my heart is taken. been looking for one man to make me forget. oh well. one day maybe.
