I have found myself in this place. Lost and confused. Turned around, because of mistakes I have made. Following what I thought was my heart. Only to find out that I was following a lie. A dream for something more is what lead me here. And here I am all alone and without the dream. My heart is hurt, and hiding inside me. Scarred and scared away from the thing's it feels it will never see. I am leaving this place. Somewhat better then I was before I came. Knowing I have gained friends, thing's I wanted and knowledge of what never to do again. As I work towards the goal of going home. I know I will make it, because there is nothing holding me back like before. One day maybe eventually that dream will find me. No matter how much I may doubt it. Wish me well as I find my path again. Not wanting to hurt anymore. Ready to let go of the thing's that have transpired. So I can find myself and my path. Needing life to balance. Not wanting to live life being F.I.N.E. Freaked out. Insecure. Neurotic. and Emotional. anymore. Desiring a stable place, amid the chaos that is my life. Finding my safe haven is what I want. Going towards the only place that has ever felt that way. And having something were I'm going, waiting for me to arrive is a plus. Here I go yet again into the unknown, with baited breath praying for the best. As I watch my dreams start coming true. I mean really how can it get any worse?
