I sit in the dark and shed a tear
I feel that I will never understand you
one day I feel safe, another I fear
I question the things you do
If you say I am your friend
then why shut me out
the mixed feelings are starting to blend
I used to believe, now I doubt
You say you won't hurt me
so what do you call this
my tears blind me, i can't even see
so close but each time i miss
I am giving up, I lost the fight
I feel empty inside, nothing is there
I am nothing to look at, just a sad sight
the sad part is that I don't even care
Slowly I retreat in my safe little place
nothing can harm me if I keep up my guard
It's like I can vanish, without a trace
I can't take any more hurt, it's way to hard
So go on with your life
be happy, be safe, be smart
I am still hurting cause it cut like a knife
there is no reason to put back together a broken heart
