First off let me state one thing and one thing only....I AM SINGLE right there should be enough to say
For whoever may seen my page latley or know me should know that. I have been dealing with alot of life issues lately and finally got some of them figured out.
I am on here to meet greet and make new friends. I am looking for RELATIONS not RELATIONSHIPS Just when you think you got shit figured out you have NO IDEAIf you have seen my page you would probally think otherwise Let me just say to whoever and everyone my page is not a place to seek war and rub things in to other One they are just comments, if you dont like what you see then dont look....simple as that. I refuse to delete anything there is no point. Look unless you hear things out of my mouth then its probally not true and dont assume anything bout me because your probally really wrong then. Dont listen to what others say because they probally dont know and there opions and words are just that. things are better these days then they were a few weeks ago. just trying to deal with the stress.
I am not ready top jump into anything or trying to. I have been single for months now and plan on staying that way for a bit longer. I havent even got to enjoy the alone time or how it feels to be single. I am just now starting to feel that. If am not here to play games or shit like that but it feels like that position is thrown on my lap. I need to start hanging out more with my friends on whatever day or whenever i want and not feel like i did something wrong by doing it.
I have turned over a new leaf, and I am gonna try to jump on that with past friendships and oppurtunities and take every new one that comes my way. I will not be backed into any position just because. I am controlling my outcome and my life from this point and will not be bum rushed into doing something just becuase it makes them feel good
There is more I could right but we will save that for another momentThere has been alot of things said and thrown out there well it all needs to be taken with a grain of salt. I love all. in I am LOVED BY FEW HATED BY MANY
I am confident and it seems to be growing back everyday. with all that I dealt with the last few weeks I have come to the conclusion you cant knock me down I will just come back that much bigger and stronger. I cant blame those who feel the way whatever it may be. good or bad.
I am the most genuine person there is and I speak my mind most of it. Its not my fault people twist it into there own perceptions and thoughts and views. When I speak you should listen. I was created and my attitude was made by the sick demented disease of the world. I am the way I am because it has gotten me this far not anyone else. My faults are my faults I dont blame noone else except. I am gonna try to do my best just be me for a minute and see where my roller coaster of a ride will take me.
I am truning a big 30 very shortly here and just want to have fun no stress no worries and no BS drama, which no matter what i do or say seems to happen specially when some people stick there nose into shit they shouldnt and others smell that shit and dont like the way it tastes or smells. If these people like me so much then quit the shit it gets you nowhere except into a bigger toliet. By doing good things it sometimes does nothing but cause worse things to happen and piss me off. well if thats the goal of your actions go ahead and do it..
