I have no right
To ask of you
To hold back in finding
What I withheld from you
As I imagine you
With another, someone else
Holding him close, embracing him
Giving him all of you
As he kisses your lips
The way I once did
And you whisper in his ear
The things you promised to me
You go all the way
Like we once pretended to
To the edge of ecstasy itself
Something I could only ever imagine
As he stares into your eyes
And holds you closer than possible
He sees what I only saw covered
But fails to see all I could
The words spoken to get you
Exactly here where he wants you
Little does he know all he said
Didn't come from within, but from you
You have him where you want him
Always in control, never to be prey
I had hoped that you wouldn't be able
To bring yourself to this, because of me
Now I can only hope you'd realize
The emptiness of using another, being used
Because the way he kisses you is nothing
When compared to the why I once did
He will love you for only the night
Even sooner if your gone by mornings light
When he looks into your eyes he is consumed
Not by you, but by himself, his desire removed
That kind of rhymed, I'm thinking to myself
It's a shame I'm terrible at expressing myself
There I go again trying to pretty these words
When all I needed to do was tell you
I love you.