Wow. Things have been getting better. It's inexplicable. So very unexpected. But I welcome a small retreat to normalcy, or as close as I ever get to it...
Some unexpected events occurred that have been conspiring against me. I can tell that this is all leading up to something. I have no idea What or When. And as to Why and Who? That could not be hidden in a more effective way. I am trepidatious of doing my own readings right now. I just feel too handicapped by my own feelings and thoughts right now. It is a little disturbing.
Of course I could just be excited about the impending end of summer session and a week off, but I don't think that is the whole of the situation. Maybe with a little more time and a few more pieces to the puzzle things will begin to come into view.
On the other hand, maybe this is just the calm before the storm. The inner pessimist in me says that is more likely, but until I am sure I will endeavor to keep a positive outlook. Either way, keeping my head down and my nose to the grindstone may be the safest course to follow.
But as for right now, I will enjoy the brief respite while I can. Maybe gather some energy for the next issue to come about. But maybe just relax and try to burn off some of this stress.
Well this is where I sign off and go back to my reading. I will be glad to be out of this class in another week and a half. We'll see how it goes...
