IM FINALLY BACK!!! If you are really a friend, I am pretty sure you noticed I have been gone for a while well a personal tragedy has happen to me, I am writing this just so you can know what happen, I do not want anyone to start acting different with me, because if you do, I am sure you know I will simply tell you to fuck off, I hate fake people and will always speak my mind…though it sometimes gets me into trouble… I am me I won’t change for anyone or under any circumstance… well here goes...
On April 16, 2007 my stove exploded, at the time I was watching my niece an nephew and when I heard the explosion I got them out of the apartment and then I went back for my dogs but the front door was too hot and I couldn’t see anything from the smoke, I pushed the door open anyway using my arm and now have a burn on my arm, …I don’t think it’s too bad but the paramedic said it was … I still chose not to go to the hospital and took care of it my self (defiant ‘til the end…) and it seems to be getting better so I am not worried about it much, well due to the heat and smoke I was unable to get back in my home and save my dogs so for this all five of my dogs died of smoke inhalation, I have since gotten all of them cremated, and they sit upon the top shelf of my new bookshelf. I got a little memorial picture made for them which sits over their ashes on top of the bookshelf, thanks to a friend who knows more about doing stuff on art programs and stuff.… it reads as followed…
“Born from flames and shadows, they return only to wait until the time that they are needed again… Born into the Glory of Lies and the world’s hatred of them, they shall spread the truth of their coming until it has been heard, Resting in peace isn’t an option for those that spread the worlds true colors of hate and undeniable love of darkness and a lust for the pains of man, and the glories of those that preceded them…Seeing you in hell is the goal, walking amongst the earths surface is the starting line of that unachieved goal…”
Rest until you are needed again
Then under that he drew their faces with the names on it in the order as it appears below
Grimm…..Trigger
Madness…..Mayhem
DeathI wrote the stuff he put…it’s a long and dark story of how I came about my first two dogs Grimm & Trigger, which I will not get into right now, their names are apart of the story somewhat…in case you were wondering I will put the sex and age below
Grimm (M-7 yrs old)
Trigger (F-6 yrs old)
Madness (M- 4 yrs old)
Mayhem (F- 3 yrs old)
Death (M-1 yrs old)Also in the fire my 2 cats died, Shadow was 9 years old, and midnight was only 3 years old, both were female…
Damn near everything was lost as far as material things …televisions and my 2 computers and 2 of my 3 laptops, most of my clothes …screw it, you know me… all black all the time so not to hard to get me new ones which is what I did, well my new laptop just got here not even 3 hours ago so I came back to CherryTAP after setting it up and going on several other websites to make sure everything was okay in my absence, well now I am back so I will just lounge for a bit, I know I had a contest going on…ironically the fucking stove exploded like 15 minutes before I was going to close it, I believe a friend has already given out the prizes so that should be taken care of …
My birthday was May 8 so I just hung with a few friends, and just chilled in a friends house, I had a few parties thrown for me by several friends that I went too. Yea I am not into large groups so I just made appearances, plus I couldn’t stay if I wanted to I had 8 parties all thrown on the same day so I stayed at each for about an hour, 8 parties just for me… as I always say I am the most popular kid in the unpopular crowd ;)…yea I don’t drink and stuff but friends got pretty wasted…hmm I should have been the one wasted on my 20
th birthday…come on lets be real who waits ‘til they are 21 years old to drink and if you do…GET OUT AND GET A LIFE, no good things happen while you sit at home and do nothing…I been drinking and smoking (weed...cigarettes were never my thing) from 10 years old until 16 years old…so I currently don’t do either.
So other than that I been pretty much lounging I went to L.A. on May 16-May 17 to a touching down party (a touching down party is when some one comes home from prison) and my friend had been locked up for 10 yrs of a 15 yr sentence because he killed some someone over a dispute... Well L.A. was cool I personally prefer New York over L.A. but some of my family was at the “touching down” party since many of my friends and family are gang members. And I myself grew up in the life… I am not a shame of anything I have done because it made me who I am today. I didn’t really want to go but my friend was being “promoted” in the gang to OG in the gang, so I mostly went for that. Since it happen to me while he was in jail.
Ok I am back in New York so basically I am bored as shit so about to text a friend of mines who i met right here on the TAP (Jason/L’ange de la mort).
Hmm…I don’t know what else to say…i said what happen; I said what was lost …dogs & cats especially, I said what I am doing next so …I guess that’s all... Don’t need all of the fake “I’m sorry” bullshit most of you have never spoken with me, if you have never spoke with me then keep it moving …
If you comment this and I am on I will answer you right back, but if I am not then I will just do it when I get back on later or whenever I am back on....lol knowing my addiction to the TAP will more than likely be on soon if I am off or more than likely will be on for a while after launching the blog
More than likely my shout box will be flooding with messages upon my returning so just comment this or my page…ok I have been gone for far too long I have much hell raising to compensate for ;).
While off I have gotten a job doing construction so I will be on a lot less.
My Hours are:
Mon-Fri: 10:00 AM – 6:00 PM
Sat.: 7:00 AM – 3:00 PM
Sun.: OFFadd 2 hours before and after the time to approximate the time it takes to get there and get home, understand this is for the current project, my hours may change on the next building being done, but these are my hours for the next few months at least.
Seems why I was away the sites name was changed to fubar, sounds like the name of a bad furry toy… well I guess I have nothing else to say and will start checking mails, and friend request, since CT/Fubar only allows me the last 25 page comments and I have been away for months I can only see the last 25 so I hope if you commented my page while I was away that you sent me a message as well and I will get to them as soon as I can since I have nearly 150 I will start from the ones originally received from more than likely months ago... though if what is now Fubar has cleared the mail while I have been away then I regretfully have nothing as per your letters and stuff like that. I just want to say I do appreciate the ones that kept in contact when they saw me on mobile IM and if you didn’t and saw me online on mobile IM just fuck off. Even if we were cool I don’t want people who wouldn’t say anything to me when they saw me on and then just forgot about it. If you know we are cool then contact me… if you are unsure then more than likely we aren’t as cool as you think
I did miss doing HTML and DHTML but in my long time off with no internet connection I did forget a lot of it so do plan to try and remember the basic codes for now then move on to the complex ones in the near future, I still remember how to do links, pics, and some text alterations for the people that I use to help with html.
I do want to take the time to show some recognition to a few people who has been there texting me and there for conversation
Jason, L’ange de la mort
This is my best bud in the entire world hands down, he has been texting me since the day after the fire and for many hours a day ‘til now, he’s like a older brother to me. Though don’t get him drunk (he knows what I mean hehe) I am happy to know a stand up guy like him, he can be brutally honest but I like that in my friends… we shall meet when I am ready… yup all on my time JK ha-ha
Tiffany/Tifferz
A very great person to know, can easily keep anyone entertained but I wouldn’t recommend that you get on her bad side, but when on her good side she will never let you down.
Lori/Dark Enigma
A great Woman all around, she has been speaking to me for a very long time, she has taught me how to use Print Shop Pro (I forgot again…) she like every one I call friends, is very truthful but unlike many friends she’s nice hehe
Mike, Lestat
I was a member of his CT Family before, we sort of started talking again when he saw me on mobile IM and have gotten to be very good friends
Adam
I met Adam on the site when it was Lost Cherry… yea that long ago ha-ha. He is a great guy but as all my friends an honest and takes no shit, he has spoken with me several times over mobile IM, not just bout am I ok, but just life stuff in general which made me take my mind off of stuff, thanks man.
Venomous_Porn_Star
I met her on the site when it was lost cherry, but mostly been talking to her on yahoo mostly, always truthful with me I do appreciate her friendship
GOD_IZ_EVIL
I must say a very entertaining girl, kept me in stitches on the one or two nights a week when she got on yahoo messenger or texted me to just clown around with me. I haven’t spoke with her in a few weeks since her phone was shut off but when I got on I did have a email from her so I guess we are still ok. She is a fun life loving Wiccan and a Goth so HELL YEA lmao.
I hope I didn’t forget any one that I spoke with regularly if I did I will add once I get online then actually remember
no longer working forget the working hours part it was written over the time i was off
