Silver's blog: "Just Me"

...miss you when I close my eyes...and then I open them and I realize my aim is improving at a wonderful pace...LOL. ok I had to. I guess right now I am looking for the humor within myself. This coming week is going to CRAZY! Epic crazy...I look forward to the madness, It keeps me busy, It keeps my mind working and enjoying life. I am going to be making another one of my "little road trips" which means 1600 miles in something like 20 hours, would be 16 hours but I must be a dutiful person and spend time. On the bright side I'm bringing my son home. I miss him when he's gone and I'm never myself. I alwayz find myself turning into a workaholic when he's not here for me to come home to. I'm also entirely too self focused. So I turn into a bitchy workaholic psychopath lol.

There's a lot of shit on my mind lately. There has been for awhile. A lot of it is political crabbiness which I will not even get into here. None of you know that side of me and I am pretty damned well sure you wanna keep it that way. 

I am also having issues with fu. Well not fu per se but with the whole concept of things...Maybe it's me finally deciding socialization is not on my top list of priorities...*note to self...rewrite said list and fast*. I love this place though. I have met some absolutely beyond amazing people here. I have also met some people that I would like to invent a time machine for,do the world a favor, go back in time and tell their parents that oral is the best option...Same as real life, Oh wow. Most of those people are now blocked from my friends list for various reasons but most of which lead back to comments such as can be found in an earlier blog of mine titled something to the effect of epic douchebag. I do however wish we had a block button for real life...Would make it easier...Not that I'm looking for an easy way out but damn...some people can't take a hint...such as...NO I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU EVER AGAIN YOU ASININE SELF SERVING MINDLESS SOCIETY FOLLOWING TWIT!!!!!

I know I'm rambling and I know how y'all hate that so I will cut this short and probably delete it tomorrow after I get some sleep and realize.....oh snap you just typed for four whole minutes about pretty much nothing...